// Deal with it.

DEAL WITH IT..

This week is only two days old.. but it feels like I need a weekend already..

Goal-setting and goal-accomplishment are two quite different processes.

According to a recent Statista online survey of around 1,100 people, only 9% of people claim they were successful in keeping their 2016 New Year's resolutions. According to study, there are several reasons why people don't succeed, including the dread of failure itself. However, there are a lot of simple techniques to keep yourself on course.

I just hung up with the USA and there is a date.. I will write about it later but in the start of October my book will be out….

It was a tough decisions to keep my book like it is.. as My life is not perfect.. far from.. As you might know my Soulmate left.. and a few things are up in the air also.. But if you wait for perfection.. you will never achieve anything..

The woman that pushed me to finish the book, the woman who made me complete is no longer here..

I wish I could tell her and my son what I have achieved now.. but I can’t.. I wish the other person also could read this blog and the book..

I hope that maybe one day they both see the book in B&N and read it.. The addendum in the beginning tells what is different currently, but I didn’t want to change the story .. I didn’t want to change that you are able to find what you want.. I am adjusting but live is fluid..

I feel a bit like this picture .. vulnerable .. I think everyone that publishes a book for the first time feels like this.. Open, vulnerable and wanted to be loved. As you put your soul to the world..

There is no way back now..

This week is intense.. but I am extremely happy I finally can start sharing my story..

Part 2 - 04 August.

I Just hung up with the USA again..

between starting a podcast, planning a book launch event in a store in DC - err what - and interviews its is hitting me really hard..

Courage is what is needed, bur courage is carried hard alone I found out.

A very human reality that is rarely acknowledged lies at the foundation of daring: Courage and fear are not incompatible. Most people experience courage and fear at the same time. We experience weakness. occasionally throughout day. We need a common vocabulary, skills, resources, and daily routines that can help us get through the struggle when we're torn between our fear and the call to courage.

If we want to get to the first days of October we need to push every day from now on.. It gives purpose it does, but it is also F&*& scary.

To be bold, we need to have open minds and hearts. Always keep in mind that armor, not fear, stands in the way of bravery. When we are afraid, we begin to self-protect, shut down, and posture.

I try to keep in mind that the antidote to arming up is being interested whenever I see myself reaching for my favorite armor (perfectionism, wrath, being the knower, trying to control, emotional intensity, getting critical).

I am more afraid of the people that I have dedicated the book to then for the who knows how many others..

But I am proud.. Very proud.

Thanks you people that were on the basis of this.. thank you from the deepest of my heart.

by the end of next week I will together with my publicist publisher a blog on the plan of release and the less then lets say 60 days before we go..

I guess I got to deal with it..

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Tomorrow more in the company.. as my next call .. is there.